untitled.

embrace the numbness.
where everything spins out of control.
but you know you want more.
i want more.

that girl.

i don't need that girl by my side
i don't need that girl in my life
i don't wanna talk it out or hold when she cries
i don't wanna say she's my kind
i don't wanna say that she's mine
i don't wanna tell her that i love her more than life
more than a life

but it would be wrong for me to say this.

he said.

"girl can i tell you a wonderful thing ?
i made you a present with paper and string
open with care now i'm asking you please
you know that i love you, will you marry me ?"

inner mask.

it's that guy inside that's had to deal with every

little bit of pain in your life.

the guy you choose to put forward and it's like,

"you deal with this because i can't handle this".

corey taylor

lights out.

music; pure solace.
escape.

the song ends.
everything goes numb.

reality check.
everything's back to where it was.

nothing's changed.

food for thought.

he bathes in his past.
succumb to helplessness.
plagued by memories so bitter.

he strays away from the negativity,
only for it to haunt him when the sun decides to sleep.
the moon stands in cahoots with the stars;
providing a caricature of serenity.

misleading thoughts, heavy hearts.
manifests.

slowly; oblivion.

let love bleed red.

i realised now, maybe a tad too late, but i realised;

that i was being too self centered.
that i did not take into account how you really felt.
that i let you down way too many times.
that i should've treated you way better.

i'd give my life to make it right.

i miss you.
i am a total wreck without you.
i love you.