the last something that meant anything.

shocked. surprised. appalled. crestfallen. scared to death.

and the worst part; it shows.


i've never been a fan of good byes.
a melancholy affair.
such disconsolate state.

then it came.
the words i dread to hear even in my wildest dreams.
maybe there's a reason for everything.
i'm sure you had yours.

and so, it did rain on my parade.
a masquerade, it ain't.

and this empty space left in the seat to my right
where you should be says a lot.