hilya farisya.

that's my niece. and just for the record, she's the most adorable thing ever.

oh, and this is syafika. and today is her birthday.

so, happy 19th birthday fika. (:

happy birthday(s) people.

i know it's kinda late since we celebrated last friday, but hey, better late than never i'd say. anyway, this celebration was to commemorate asyura's belated (19th jan) and syafika's advanced (29th jan) birthday(s).


we are united in blue.



credits to noi for this adorable and of course scrumpi-licious cupcakes.



doobtootz.

happy 13th month anniversary.

you are the spark

that ignites the happiness within.

you are the light

in the darkness of my soul.

you are my shelter

from the storm.

you are the fire

that keeps me warm.

you are the angel

sent to shower me with your love.

you are,

my one and only love.

:)I LOVE YOU(:

john.

have you ever out of love ? and found yourself in depressive anxiety ? sure, you'd say that love come and go and you could always find another. but how deep does it really affect you ?

John was like any regular student; he goes to school every day and never gives the teachers any problems. He got straight A’s for all his tests and exams. He was, some might say, a teacher’s pet. He has a normal family, all of whom cared so much about him.

One day, while in history lesson, his eyes stumbled upon the most gorgeous and sparkling pair of eyes he had ever seen. Those eyes belong to a girl named, Hailey. She was a new student who had just transferred to the school. After the formalities of introduction, she went to join the class for the lesson. John was captivated by her. The way she walked, talked and even up to the way she sneezed. Hailey and John soon became friends as a result of the countless projects they had to do together. They soon realized that they have more in common than they thought.

Gradually, they got closer up to the point when they both knew they liked each other more than just as group members. They got together and it was quite a public affair as every one in the class knew about them being together. John’s perfect life has just got more perfect, or so he thought.

After being together for a while, 4 months and 3 weeks to be exact, Hailey abruptly asked for the dreaded cliché of a break up. John was dumbfounded. He didn’t understand the meaning of it all. Everything was going so well between them. But why did it turn out to be this way? He had obviously no choice but to agree to it; what’s the point in being with someone who didn’t love you anymore. And so, the relationship ended there and then.

Soon enough, the news of the break up spread like someone winning American Idol. But the strange thing is that, John was taking it quite calmly. He seemed perfectly okay on the surface. His grades were not in the single bit affected at all. His friends thought that this was a good thing instead of the usual breakdowns after breakups. So they acted as if nothing had happened.

However, John’s friends did not really know how he felt deep inside him. He was hurting like he has been shot by a bullet and the wound would always stay in him and hurt him all the time. He would always try to let his teacher know through his essays. But his teacher never really paid much attention to the hidden meaning behind John’s well written essay.

Take a look at this, “I feel so claustrophobic in this tiny little room I’ve been reverted to... maybe today I shall fly high into the sky, with wings wide open and eyes staring down onto earth. With the clouds above me, I shall truly believe that my life is a movie and I’m the director; calling out cut”. “Isn’t it just magnificent; the boy’s imagination and grammar?”, the teacher said to his colleague.

As soon as he said that, they both heard a loud thump just downstairs.

boy, girl.

Boy: I saw her today.

Girl: I saw him today.

Boy: It seems like it's been forever.

Girl: I wonder if he still cares.

Boy: She looks better than before.

Girl: I couldn't stop staring at him.

Boy: I asked how things are going.

Girl: I asked about his new girlfriend.

Boy: I'd pick her over any girl I'm with.

Girl: He's probably really happy now.

Boy: I can't even look at her without crying.

Girl: He couldn't even look at me.

Boy: I told her I missed her.

Girl: He didn't mean it.

Boy: I meant it

Girl: He doesn't mean it.

Boy: I love her.

Girl: He loves his new girlfriend.

Boy: I held her for the last time.

Girl: He gave me a friendly hug.

Boy: Then I went home and cried.

Girl: Then I went home and cried.

Boy: I lost her.

Girl: I love him.

one.

here's a little something for that beautiful

girl in the picture.

love,

i see forever in your eyes.

i can see heaven in your smile.

and when i hold you close,

i don't wanna let go.

because deep in my soul,

i know girl,

that you are the only light i see.

your love means eveything to me.

i know that we will never part.

cause you'll always be near,

here in my heart.

if the sun should refuse to rise.

and the moon doesn't hang on the night.

the tides won't change,

seasons rearranged.

when the world is through,

i will still love you.

if anything could last forever,

it's what i feel for you.

you touched my heart in ways,

that words could never say.

that's why i'll always love you.

finally.

change has come,

or so the man they call Barack Obama says so.

he is now officially the most powerful man

in the whole universe,

being the new president of the united states of

America.

the whole of America awaits eagerly

to see the "change" that Obama

is going to bring.

but is he really up for the major task ahead of him ?

he takes charge of the country when

there are wars and

major recessions affecting the world.

maybe only time will tell

what the future holds for the new president.

till then,

let us rejoice at the end of the Bush era.

p.s. : say NO to wars.

reborn.

hello one and all,

you silly people of earth.

i am the new kid on the block.

a blog virgin, some might say.

i am kinda outdated with anything involving technology.

so, yea.

oh, credits to miss hizwani

for creating my very own blog. (:

cheers to you all.