thank you, all.

and not forgetting, you.

thank you all for organising the surprise party.

i was indeed, surprised.

take care, all of you.

and thanks once again.


i wish i could turn the clock faster.

i miss you.

my only reason.

when the moon starts to give me reasons to cry
you're my only reason to smile
even when the stars would not show
you'd still be there, shining brighter than any star ever could
you taught me to fly, and not be afraid to fall
cause we'll make it after all

even when they say failure's all i'll find
i'm not afraid to see the end
because i know you'll be there
and you make everything else make sense

the sunset could never melt my heart the way you could
you're like wings that keep my heart in the clouds
singing melodies that even god would be proud of
so keep singing all night long
i'd like to hear your voice again

if it rains on my parade
tomorrow will still shine again
even the day must give way to the night
keep singing the melody
for what it's worth,
you mean everything to me.

yatassha.

happy 19th birthday yat!

may you achieve all your hopes & dreams. (:

all that will be left are memories.

people tend to think too much.
and that's killing one too many brain cells.
it's plain simple to over-think stuff,
when in actual fact, it does not require all that trouble.

the problem is that when people think of what they
perceive as a problem, they tend to stray and think of their other problems.
that will then catapult them into problemville.

emotions get in the way as well,
the downside of being humans.

so take a little breather,
rest your head,
clear those unhappy thoughts for now.

because before too long,
everything will be just a memory.

if i'd wanted a song about me;

i'd write it myself.

movie & mini celebration.

fyi, this all happened on the 9th of october.

i miss going to class and seeing

every single one of the "doobtootz".

it's been fun while it lasted,

and i do hope there's more to come.

ell-oh-vee-e.

first and foremost, happy belated birthday to nadiah.

sorry eh lambat.

but at least i remembered right. (:
secondly, raye was fun laa. (:
years have gone, yet here we are;

still together.

no matter what happens,

i am proud to have the honour

of calling you guys,

my friends.

the ugly truth.

girl : why do you love me ?

boy : it beats the shit out of me; but i do.

happy 21st month anniversary.

photographs are all that gets me through missing you.

remembering the times we kept the stars company.

when the moon would smile all night.

for i know that none could compare to you.

dear Hizwani,

you are my shining light.

i don't wanna grow up.

being grown up entitles you to less green packets.
damn you little kids.
i kid, i kid.

outing with the guys is much anticipated.
we'll hope everything will go smooth.
can't wait, seriously.

jason & daniel lancaster, i adore.

dear love, i miss you,

much.

so it seems.

hari raya has come, quite quickly i might add.
so apologies are in order i guess.
i'd like to apologise if i ever hurt anyone's feelings, be it intentionally or not.
i'm but only human.

that aside, let the festivities begin ?

she'd sworn me vows in fragrant blood,

"never to part lest jealous heaven stole our hearts".

for what it's worth.

some might say that it's better late than never; so here it is.

happy belated birthdays to Rachel (1st september),

Ammar (10th september) & Haikel (12th september).

so, Hari Raya's in 2 days' time.

some say that it doesn't feel like hari raya this year.

what counts as "feeling that it's hari raya" ?

i do wonder.

but in any case, it's coming; deal with it.

it's very much a funny phenomenon that

we're all interlinked one way

or the other.

weird.

i don't like thinking too much.

it kills the brain cells.

hiatus; maybe.

fasting's been okay.
it's come to a point where it's become a regularity.
pink's the colour this year, if anybody wondered.

left4dead is awesome.
more gaming sessions is much loved.
oh, not forgetting pool as well.

time flies, like it's on steroids.
Hari Raya's round the corner.
green packets seem a little childish now.
but i wouldn't mind getting some.

sometimes, we just have to have fun and not think too much,
cause thinking kills brain cells.

tell me why my little mona lisa lied.

fasting's right around the corner;
two more days to be exact.
time flies, it really does.
i miss secondary school.
not so much the lessons, but the atmosphere as a whole.
it's somewhat, strangely enough though, inviting and safe.
bonds were made and shared.
coming to school was fun.

now look how they've grown up.
schooling in tertiaries, working, serving the nation
and some even starting a family.
it was not too long ago when we did not really bothered
about this thing called, "future".
now, it seems that it's inevitable that "future" is
synonymous with our lives.

in an ideal world, i'd hope to work and settle down
after serving the nation.
have my own family, and just enjoy life for the simple pleasures.
is that possible ?
we'll see; we'll see.

dina.

by right, it's totally fine; unfortunately, i'm heading left.

three's fine by us.

so, the big plan was not meant to be.
oh well.
but anyways, we made the best out of it.

pool was fun.
random uncle on the bus was hilarious.
haagen-dazs caused some major gastronomical orgasms.
tony from haagen-dazs was great.
and lef4dead was simply awesome.

at the end of the day,

three's fine by us.